Wednesday, October 22, 2008

wednesday

wednesday, you may be wondering...what is so important about wednesday? well, it is and has been an adventure, then again every day is an adventure here at the werdal house. let me share as a picture says a thousand words. our mornings...sophie is so excited to see and be with penny. penny, which you may not be able to tell in the pictures, is crying. going out for our morning walk around campus. sophie brings her baby and is very intent on showing anyone and everyone her special baby...i want for you all to look at the face she is giving me...and we haven't even started the walk yet, we are just going for the door. these are a series of pictures where the end resulted in mom carring the baby buggy, pushing penelope in the stroller and holding the hand of sophie as we walked home in rather loud tears because after mom told us not to kick or push baby away and we continued to do so, so baby and buggy were taken away from us for the rest of the day. the best part of this story is that on the way home, i heard footsteps behind me and it was scott who was running to help me out...that is how loud sophie was crying, scott heard her in his office. a little yami for lunch always helps the day go well. and at present...sophie has not yet fallen asleep, in fact she is out of bed after being in there for some time and my sarcastic side is up after having a student walk past my window and yell out that in making the baby (sophie) cry i was a bad person and i should open the blinds on her window. i would really actually like to go and find that student and... so these are the events of wednesday...i told you it was an adventure here.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

sisters

seeing as how my voice is going to sound permanently like man voice from the lack of sleep i am experiencing...not that you can hear my voice, but i can and i need to do something about it...i am going to share only pictures of the new werdal family.
pumpkin patch 08 and 07
picking apples and enjoying one on the wayfamily walk on the fort to fort
walking someone right off the path
enjoying the last of the seasons blackberries with her dad
sisters

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

penelope anne werdal

she is here, she came fast, she is beautiful. the story... we set out on sunday to have a normal werdal day. got ready for church, all was good. sat through church, all was good. came home, ate lunch, all was good. had a wiener roast with friends and family, all was not good, but this has nothing to do with labor, it had everything to do with russ phillips and his mystery meat that contained bones...trust russ! headed home and told scott that i didn't feel that great and pretty much just blamed it all on russ and the hot dog i had eaten. got home and vacuumed the house, all was good...at this point you may think that i was nesting, but you need to understand that i hate going to bed with a dirty house so this was not unusual...and i live in a dorm, it doesn't take long to clean up. at about three in the morning (after i stopped pestering scott and he stopped praying that i would just go to sleep), i thought to myself...yeah, i don't feel that great, and i don't like russ at all. i layed there a little more, and about three-thirty i got up to use the washroom. while there i found a great stance between the bath tub and the toilet paper roll that held my weight while i contracted one on top of the other (at this point i no longer blamed russ and the grossness that he and scott had eaten at the bonfire). scott heard me breathing, hard, at around four and came to my side. at this point i am well on my way, contractions were one after another and the toilet paper roll is getting way bent out of shape. by four twenty we were on the phone with the hospital and answering their questions...which by the way, when one is in hard labor like myself, you don't know all the answers, nor do you care to even be talking with them! by five we were at the hospital, my water had broken (thought i had peed), i had forgotten my care card (not thinking), and trying to answer the emergency lady's questions that made no sense to me...again people, i am in labor. we were sent upstairs, got checked out - six centimeters at this point, throwing up (hot dogs, i not only ate a hot dog, i also had to have it a second time...are you serious. i may not be so excited to invite people out for a wiener roast any time soon!) then we had to be admitted, they asked scott to go back downstairs and get admitted...come on people, you are taking away my one support, what the heck are you thinking. got to my little delivery room, felt the little urge to push, got checked - nine centimeters at this point, was told to have one or two more contractions without pushing, i had one and in two more with two pushes we had ourselves a new little girl. no doctors, just my two beautiful and great nurses, with my husband, i delivered peneople anne at six twenty five monday morning, weighing six pounds ten ounces. three and a bit hours, no rips, no issues, just an early baby and a beautiful blessing. i am so very thankful. everything has gone really well since we have been home. sophie is so excited about this baby and wants to rock and hold, kiss and hug her all the time. she is very protective and does not like it when baby cries, at first she too would break down and just sob when 'penny' cried. now she just looks in concern and then wants to hold her. she helps me burp baby and pats her back. the only thing that bothers me is how big she looks now, no longer is she my baby, but a full grown little girl. i can't believe how big her hands and feet are compared to her sisters, i can't believe how 'big' she got over night. i am sorry the pictures are so bad and so few, our little camera packed it in, but we have lots on our good old film camera. i will update with those when i get a chance.

Friday, October 3, 2008

one last look

some part of me is a little sad for the thought of change...i have never dealt well with change. as sophie became part of our family i struggled in letting go of the fact that scott and i would never be scott and i again, we were now going to be three. this man that i love so deeply, i had to share, i had to learn to involve and cherish someone new...perhaps a selfish concept, but one that i struggled with none the less. and now, now as we prepare for this new little life i struggle again. moving from three to four, i wonder about how i will get to spend time with sophie, what about the most important relationship, scott. will we be able to hold onto what we have grown together. will we continue to be strong together, sharing lots of laughter and love. i wonder, i am excited, i am anxious, i face change. bottom line, i love my family, i feel so very blessed by them and through them, and i am preparing to love another, to have my heart captured by another, to add another to our beautiful family of three. photos by Pia Antturi